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The
North Fork - A search for balance
Fiction
The
long downward arc of the exit typically marked where he would
begin to fully shrug off the day's stress. But for Dale
Lassen, it seemed the tension in his frame would last longer
than normal. Things had not be going well at work. Too
much was changing. Change was the new buzzword around the
office.
For
Dale, work had become just that, work. Hiring on for some
quick summer cash in the machine shop nearly 36 years ago,
Kowalski and Sons never seemed like a place to make a career.
At
the end of his sophomore year in high school he expected to do
the same 89 days and out his older brother Danny had done the
past five years. Kowalski’s was a union shop that would
bring in high school and college students during the summer
months to spell the normal crew. The regular employees were an
experienced, veteran bunch and with all the accumulated
vacation time, the extra help was needed to keep production
up. At 90 days, the union regulations required workers to join
up. It was part of the work agreement. His uncle Keith had
been with Kowalski’s for years and was the shipping
department head. Like most other temporary help, you had to be
related to someone to get in. Kowalski’s was, after all, a
family business.
Summer
wore on and Dale’s father’s health faltered. A life long
smoker, his two pack a day habit caught up with him. Emphysema
laid him low and he was no longer able to work.
Danny was close to graduating from college – a first
for the Lassen family – so, Dale made the hard decision to
drop out of school and help support his parents – his mom
never picking up many skills outside of the home to contribute
much financially. Dale stayed on at Kowalski’s.
As
the years passed he steadily moved up and into new jobs. And
with the exception of a tour in Vietnam, life was good. Never
really pursuing promotions, he would rather wait for the
senior Kowalski or one of his two sons to pull him into an
office for a talk. The older son, Pete, liked to make a big
deal out it, asking Dale if he was “ready for a new job, a
new role with new responsibilities.” Dale always replied he
was ready as long as they felt he was the best man for the
job.
Dale’s
attitude served him well. Leaving the union ranks, he
was still respected by the members, and thought of highly by
the family. When the senior Kowalski passed away, Dale moved
into one of the top three positions in the company. Pete was
the new president; his brother Ted was in charge of finance
and Dale took over manufacturing.
Work
continued on like this for six years. During that time the
company continued its ever-steady growth. While other custom
metal fabrication shops were closing down, Kolwaski’s
maintained – in part thanks to their relationships with
suppliers and customers. Following the business plan laid down
by their father, Pete and Ted were honest to a fault.
That
changed about two years ago. Dale was unaware Ted was going
through a divorce. With a strong lawyer, Ted’s wife was
making a grab for every last penny. The stress
got to Ted. He and Pete decided to sell the company - in part
to keep Ted’s soon to be ex-wife away from it.
Kowalski’s
had a history of making solid profits year in and year out. It
wasn’t on the block long. A large customer swooped in with a
big check and very quickly Kowalski’s was a wholly owned
subsidiary of Standard-Strasberg Industries.
SSI
incorporated Kowalski’s. They kept Dale on as head of
manufacturing and brought in two younger men to serve as
president and the head of finance, or CEO and CFO, as their
crisp new business cards noted. With their arrival, the
atmosphere changed. The yearly negotiations with the union
turned difficult. New payment schedules irritated suppliers
and customers. Production demands grew as they began to export
product to new markets overseas. For Dale the work environment
could be summed up with one word – cutthroat.
Ironic
he thought as he turned up the North Fork logging road.
Cutthroat was his quarry this day. The North Fork held native
cutthroats that always seemed open to a well-presented caddis
or mayfly imitation.
The
road gained elevation and Dale’s spirits began to lift. The
sun was fighting through the growing fall overcast and
occasionally beamed down a ray that infused the forest canopy
with light. Stopping to take a photo near the old washed-out
bridge that was lit in a ray, he heard a buzzing in the
distance. Too far from the interstate to be highway noise, it
began to grow louder. Suddenly three young boys on all-terrain
quads rounded the bend and raced by, single file, kicking up
gravel and dust. Through the choking dust cloud Dale was
surprised to see rod cases strapped to the rear basket on the
last quad. Dale climbed back into his truck and continued up
the road.
At
a sharp turn near a narrow canyon section, he spied the large
riffle section he worked last time out. Covering a good 40
yards and feeding into a nice pool with a few large boulders,
it held more than promise. That highly oxygenated water and
pool was home to one of the larger cuts he’s seen on the
river.
What
little heat of day was tapering off, so Dale pulled on a sweater.
Never one for waders, he opted to wet wade but wanted to keep
his upper body as warm as possible to compensate for the chill
of snow melt fed river. Rigging his 3-weight rod, he selected
a parachute style sparsely hackled Adams. It rode lower in the
water and presented a more realistic outline than the
traditional shank-wound hackle style. Also its orange post
was much easier to track on the water
Wading
in the bone-numbing cold water erased the last thoughts of
work. He was here to fish. Playing out 15 or so yards line, he
lifted to rod for his first cast. The willows along the banks
required deliberate care or you would snag up on the back
cast. Dale had always found the North Fork fish were
caught relatively close in and never had to work much line
through the guides. Distance was overrated, he thought as he
executed a nice roll-cast. Accuracy, a drag-free presentation,
line control and persistence were the important items. Sure,
he could shoot line with the best, but too often he
would watch anglers spending so much time casting and getting
line out they rarely seemed to be fishing. The more the line
is on the water, the better your chances to catch fish.
On
his third cast into the tail of the pool, a cutthroat rose,
with his snout barely an inch below the surface and gave the
fly a look. The trout maintained his position, gently hovering
below the fly, drifting slightly back with the slow current.
Dale
very lightly pulsed the line and the fly twitched. The
cutthroat inhaled it. A quick lift of the rod set the hook
into the trout’s upper lip. The fight was on. Dale carefully
let the 3-weight work. Even with 4x tippet tied on, he had to
be careful. The trout was no monster but if Dale pressed too
hard the tippet would snap. After a short but spirited
5-minute fight, Dale brought the trout in close. Reaching down
with hemostats, he was able to grasp the fly and keep the
trout in the water. With a twist of the wrist, the barbless
hook slipped from the trout’s lip and he quickly swam for
deeper water.
Pulling
out his sharpening stone, he gave the hook point a few quick
passes - something he learned from the senior Kowalski during
a salmon outing in British Columbia years ago. He could still
hear him utter, “A dull hook and a hastily tied knot are the
two most common things that’ll ruin your day.”
Moving
up stream, he targeted a seam near a large exposed boulder in
the middle of the pool. As the fly settled on the water Dale
looked up as the whine of the quads entered the canyon. In
doing so he missed a splashy strike. A bit too much slack in
the line and he lost his fly. The three vehicles whirred into
view between some trees farther up the road as Dale pulled in
his line. He backpedaled to the bank and sat down in the shade
of some willow branches to tie another one.
To
his surprise the quads veered off the road and down towards
the river. They splashed across the top section of the riffle to
the far bank. Shutting the motors down, Dale quietly watched
as the three teenagers took their helmets off and two of them
rigged up rods. The third unpacked a small video camera from a
case on the front rack. While he fiddled with the camera the
other two waded into the top of the pool just upstream from
where Dale had missed the second trout. Not 20 yards away, in
the shadows of the willows, Dale went unnoticed.
On
the third boy’s cue one began casting up into the riffle
with the other at his seven o’clock directing him as if he
was a guide. After three or four casts and drifts they would
stop and the camera guy would move to a different vantage
point.
Dale
continued to sit stone still and watch them.
The
caster was very proficient. Using what looked to be a very
light seven and a half foot 4-weight rod, he adeptly handled a
good amount of line. Casting tight loops he worked the water
upstream from his position. After about 20 minutes of this, he
lifted the rod and the line went tight.
He
turned to the camera and said “Patience is rewarded.” Dale
nearly laughed out loud. “It’s taken that long for the
churned up silt to clear through and for the trout to settle
back into their lies thanks to your quad crossing” he
thought.
The
boy played the fish for about 5 minutes while being filmed and
then handed the rod to his partner who continued to play the
fish giving a wooden narrative about fishing in the Cascades.
After he finished, he brought the trout to hand. With the fly
still imbedded, he walked to the bank so the camera guy could
get a close up. They zoomed in, turned the fish around, handed
it back and forth and finally released it with a knee high
drop back into the water.
From
Dale’s position he could see the trout floating slowly near
the surface and down the pool before giving a weak tail push
for deeper water. He doubted it would survive.
The
teenagers packed their gear, jumped on their rides, and this
time splashed dead center across the riffle and headed back up
hill to the logging road. Peace was restored.
Dale
waded back out into the water. He tried to repress the
indignation he felt. With no children of his own he had a hard
time understanding today’s youth culture. He never bought
into this MTV-mindset the college kids at the shop had -
always talking on their cells phones, or wearing headphones
listening to music, or DVD players in their cars.
They seemed to be going 100 miles a minute and needing
a man-made soundtrack to their lives. He bet they would go nuts
out here with him. His truck, while not even three years old,
only had an AM radio. The guy at the dealership had to order
one through the fleet service to get it without all the bells
and whistles.
Time
on the river was like time in a church. He looked around. All
the beauty and wonder, it was his escape from the noise and
the hustle and bustle of the shop. Out here, it was the
opposite to all he disliked about the grayness of the city. It
was a place to unplug.
His
mind held its own back and forth conversation on the ignorance
of youth and the teenagers. ‘They don’t know better’ he
thought, followed by ‘well, someone ought to show them.’
He continued with all the standard arguments. It wasn’t
getting him anywhere. After 30 minutes he realized he hadn’t
made another cast and his legs were numb. It was time to go.
He
hiked slowly back up to his truck and stowed his gear in the
truck bed. Climbing in, the engine turned and caught. He
started back down the logging road.
A
mile from the washed out bridge he saw an overturned quad in
the middle of the road. Pulling up, he hopped out to find the
other two quads in a side ditch and two boys hovering over
the third at the ditch’s edge. The upright ones looked a bit
beat up but okay. The one prone, the boy he first saw casting,
was as white as ghost. As Dale got closer he saw why. He had
green-sticked the tibia of his right leg. There wasn’t too
much blood but he looked close to going into shock.
Dale
fished his wader belt out the truck bed. “What happened?”
he asked. The answer didn’t surprise him.
“We
were bombing along all cool,” said one boy. “Tyler was on
the left filming Sean and me. He wasn’t watching the road.
Hit a pothole, popped up and went sideways. He came down like
that,” pantomiming with his hands, “and nailed Sean and
then me. I stayed on the road but him and Sean went in the
ditch. Tyler just started screaming.”
“How
long ago?”
“Fifteen
minutes or so. Our cell phones don’t work here. The drive
shaft on that ATV broke,” he said pointing to the one in the
road, “And we can’t get the others out.”
“Okay
Tyler, this might hurt a bit.” Carefully, Dale used the belt
as light tourniquet just above his knee. “Give me a hand
getting him into the cab,” Dale said as he got behind Tyler
and reached under his arms lifting him. Tyler let out a howl
when his friends banged his leg on the door as they opened it. Dale
got him into the passenger seat.
Tyler
turned his head towards the open door and vomited a sickly sweet green
liquid onto the road and his friends’ shoes.
“Gator
Aid?” asked Dale.
“Mountain
Dew,” laughed the one named Sean
“Climb
in back. I’ll get you boys to a hospital,” Dale said
shaking his head.
Tyler
was quiet most of the way – just breathing heavy and gritting
his teeth where the road was rough. By his casting
skills, Dale could tell someone spent some time teaching the
boy on the mechanics of fly-fishing. Dale wanted to give him
lecture on ethics, respect and beauty of fly fishing, about
slowing down, about the joy of being outdoors but he could see
now wasn’t the time.
Dale
tried just general conversation with him to get his mind off
his leg but didn’t get much more than his home phone number
and that the boys were filming a senior project for high
school on fishing.
Looking
in the rear view Dale watched the other two. Seated with their backs against the tailgate. Sean and
the other boy, Dale didn’t get his name, talked the whole
way, laughing and making hand motions describing the incident.
Once in cell range Dale called ahead to the hospital and
Tyler’s home.
They
were met at the ER doors by an orderly with a wheelchair and
Tyler’s mother. Dale held Tyler by the shoulders and helped
the orderly get the boy into the chair. Tyler looked up and
gave him a weak thanks and shook his hand, as did his mother.
Sean and the other boy sheepishly echoed the thanks. Turning
away as they walked in, Dale heard Tyler comment “Nice truck
but a crappy radio.”
Dale
just shook his head again and climbed in. It was a nice truck.
Nicer still without the whine and whirl of a fancy system. He
tuned in the local 24-hour news station to get the traffic
report. The reporter said the interstate was backed up with a
fender bender. Dale decided to take the back roads home. It
would give him a chance to drive by the lower river and see if
anyone was hooking up steelheads yet.
It was a bit early for the run, but he heard that a few
folks had danced a bright chromer or two.
Parking
downstream of the confluence with the Spruce River, there was
only one other car on the roadside. He hiked through the brush
and at first didn’t see anyone. Scanning the river he saw
one fish roll near the surface on the far bank – a good
sign. He found a comfortable perch on a nearby log and
continued to watch the water.
After
ten minutes or so with no more activity, he decided to walk
upstream towards where the Spruce dumped in. Right where the two
rivers meet a nice back eddy is formed. As he approached he
saw a young boy not much more than 12 years old on the bank
trying to swing a fly along the seam between the fast and slow
water.
From
his vantage point he could see the youngster didn’t mend
downstream enough on his cast to get the fly down near the
bottom where the fish were likely to be holding. But he kept
at it. With each cast he seemed to improve or change things.
Dale’s experience told him the boy should take a step
downstream after each. ‘Just flogging the same water,’ he
thought. Still, he stayed back and watched.
The
boy finally did take a step and then repeated the pattern of
15 or so casts from that spot before stepping again. After
watching him move all of twenty feet he wanted to say
something, but didn’t get a chance. After his third cast
from his latest position, the boy’s rod bent over hard as a
fresh-from-the-salt steelhead crushed his fly.
The
boy yelped when the reel handle cracked his knuckles as the
steelhead tore off line speeding away. The drag on the reel
was set too light and the steelhead quickly had the boy into
the backing. The boy started to palm the reel rim and tried to
slow the fish down. It was a spirited fight and Dale thought
for sure the boy would lose the fish.
It didn’t look like he had got a good hookset. The
boy would gain line only to have the steelhead take it right
back as it bolted cross current looking for a deep hole to
hunker down in.
Finally,
the boy did manage to adjust the drag and allow the reel and
rod to work together to slow the fish. Still, it was a good
half hour before the boy had tired the fish and was able to
get it into slack water. As he was reaching down to tail the
bright buck, the steelhead surged again and sped downstream
for fast water. Caught off guard, he lost his grip on the rod.
It fell to the bank and skittered across the rocks as if in
pursuit. The boy chased after it. Grasping the
rod, he lifted it but found the line was slack. Dejected he
started to reel in his line. As he gathered the line, he was
rewarded with another knuckle thump and more line ripping. The
steelhead was still on and again thrashed for freedom.
However,
by this time the fish was pretty well spent. Its fight
was gone. After a few minutes of good pressure the boy finally
tailed the fish. He removed his chewed fly from the fish’s
jaw. Holding him by the tail, he pointed the steelhead
upstream and carefully worked the fish back and forth in the
water to pump water over its gills. The fish began to revive.
He loosened his grip. Sensing an escape, the steelhead kicked
its tail, splashing the boy and fled for deeper water.
The
boy gathered his line in. Dale walked up to congratulate him.
“Heck
of nice fish,” he said. “I thought he had you a few times
there.”
“Yeah,
that was crazy,” the boy replied trying to shake the pain
out of his bruised knuckles. “First time I ever hooked one.
I wasn’t sure what to do.”
“Well,
it was fun to watch. You got him and did a good job resting
him before letting him go. I wish I had my camera with me.
I’d have offered to take a picture for you.”
“That’s
okay. I’ve got
plenty of pictures right here,” he said tapping his temple
with a finger.
Dale
chatted with the boy a bit more before heading back to the
truck. He thought of one of the college students in the shop
who sported a black
and white Chinese yin-yang tattoo. When asked about it, the he
explained that “Yang stands for peace and serenity; Yin
stands for confusion and turmoil.” Sliding behind the wheel
the indignation he felt towards the teenagers on the North
Fork was gone. Balance was back. Dale had found yang to their
yin.
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by John F. Comes
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